I’m a woman, and like
most, I have my whole future planned out in my head and on a Pinterest board…
or so I think.
Living in this sweet
little town of Abilene, if even five people I know are getting married, it
feels like the whole city is, and I panic thinking I must be behind! I’m guilty
of becoming frustrated with myself when my own personal time line begins to
fall apart, but I was reminded with a slap in the face this week that the
timeline I might have had my freshman year of high school isn’t even partially
in existence anymore… mostly because it never was. This “timeline” I stuck in
my head was never mine to begin with, but God’s. He has been in control from
the day I came in to existence and will be in control until I meet him again.
Feeling out of control is
one of the worst feelings I can think of, especially when it FEELS like
everyone else is totally IN control. (But as my best friend has said, we are
all just really good at faking it.) I encourage you, just as I’ve had to
encourage myself, to remember that every person’s “timeline” is different. We
may not always understand why He has cancelled our plans, but as 2 Peter 3:8
says, “With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are
like a day.” We can’t always comprehend the way God has laid out our life… and
that is a-ok.
Every cancelation, advancement,
and delay I have ever faced has simply forced upon me an opportunity for
something different… something in HIS plan… and that is something to praise God
for.
Hang in there, girl! And just continue to depend on HIM!!
ReplyDeleteI love you, Kayla Copher! YOU are a-ok in my book!! God IS taking care of your timeline!! -Mom
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